Initiative
The better I feel, the less I blog and the less I do sports. I really want to blog, but what?
Ok, some news first: I have a flat. Looking for one surprisingly showed me what beautyful flats there are in this city. However, the best flat of all I saw on the first day of my seek - and did not get it. But I got the next one. Only when I went to see it for the second time to plan my compulsory trip to Lyssach/BE I learnt why: I was the only applicant.
Seriously: what is wrong with a flat in Bethlehem? OK, one third of the population is immigrant, but so am I, hence what should I fear? Actually I am convinced that what this neighborhood needs for the sake of a better integration policy is more Swiss. Besides that the flats here are 30% cheaper than in the rest of the city. And last but not least, even for an atheist it sounds cool to live next door to the church of Bethlehem.
Other changes in my life I might have not pushed strongly enough. Job seek for example. I could blame it on the lethargy surrounding me, but there is no excuse basically. Anyway I am leaving behind one half of the lethargy, so why not getting rid of the other half as well?
Anyway, while we cannot predict our lives, we can still have pretty much of influence on it. At least in the culture I live in (maybe not the one I work in, but that's a different story). And if we don't take the initiative, life will take it. This remembers me of the fact, that maybe I was lying about my regrets in my last post. I do regret. I give anything to live certain moments in health once more. It's not a trauma or something, I just find it a pity let's say.
What did I say about life taking the initiative? Oh yes, I wanted to add the following: I love you, I really do. And you will never know. We were not meant to happen, hence it is not going to. Just a foolish crush. It will be over soon. It already is.
Ok, some news first: I have a flat. Looking for one surprisingly showed me what beautyful flats there are in this city. However, the best flat of all I saw on the first day of my seek - and did not get it. But I got the next one. Only when I went to see it for the second time to plan my compulsory trip to Lyssach/BE I learnt why: I was the only applicant.
Seriously: what is wrong with a flat in Bethlehem? OK, one third of the population is immigrant, but so am I, hence what should I fear? Actually I am convinced that what this neighborhood needs for the sake of a better integration policy is more Swiss. Besides that the flats here are 30% cheaper than in the rest of the city. And last but not least, even for an atheist it sounds cool to live next door to the church of Bethlehem.
Other changes in my life I might have not pushed strongly enough. Job seek for example. I could blame it on the lethargy surrounding me, but there is no excuse basically. Anyway I am leaving behind one half of the lethargy, so why not getting rid of the other half as well?
Anyway, while we cannot predict our lives, we can still have pretty much of influence on it. At least in the culture I live in (maybe not the one I work in, but that's a different story). And if we don't take the initiative, life will take it. This remembers me of the fact, that maybe I was lying about my regrets in my last post. I do regret. I give anything to live certain moments in health once more. It's not a trauma or something, I just find it a pity let's say.
What did I say about life taking the initiative? Oh yes, I wanted to add the following: I love you, I really do. And you will never know. We were not meant to happen, hence it is not going to. Just a foolish crush. It will be over soon. It already is.
posted by Sabi at 10:41 PM
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