Lifeline

I was going to post something already days ago but did not know what. I wrote a post but than decided it was not appropriate to publish. Anyway, blogging seems outdated these days I see looking at my friends.

However, this morning I heard this song and thought it showed exactly how I felt. I feel energy, new horizons. This is nothing new, I know. But still, in spite of my atheism and all that goes with it, I am just grateful. I feel my life and the energy to live it in me every day. I feel and see the opportunities, my free choice of living them or finding new ones. So this is what life is about. I have an own know.
so this is that feeling of success when you realize that you succeeded to kick death's ass. I did it - twice. I am proud. A pity this kind of experience, no matter how learningful it is, does not belong in a CV. I would not even dare to put my blog into my CV, no matter how much it tells about my "internet skills".

I have gained this gift called health, I swear, I won't give it back so easily.