Shooting in the dark
My room is a mess, so is my office desk, my head and even my blog. I should update a few things here. I just did not feel like until now.
Three weeks of absolute apathy are behind me. Last Friday I remembered, what my doc had told me: "Let us know when the going gets tough!"
I tried everything to get rid of the agony, but in the end I only admitted to myself that I am simply ill, need help and rest. I stayed away from work yesterday, called my docs, asked for an emergency appointment. In between the results of my blood test flew in. the drugs are all there in my blood. But do they work?
"If by now you don't feel anything, than they have failed." the doc told me. I remembered last summer.
I had given myself 4 weeks until to decide. Three weeks are through, so what now? We wait, anyway, I'll have to talk with the other doc tomorrow. And I even asked Trisch (by the end of the day he is a doc too). I would say roughly 70% of the new symptoms are negative, 20% rather positive, 10% are hard to describe.
The good news: I met Rob again after a long while. I still don't believe that people change, and I am happy about it. Saturday, before catching the train back from Zurich, I killed some time window shopping and bought a computer game for CHF 10.-. It turned out to be an ego shooter: chocolate has failed, so have the emergency pills, but this gadget works as a marvellous painkiller. I start feeling better.
Three weeks of absolute apathy are behind me. Last Friday I remembered, what my doc had told me: "Let us know when the going gets tough!"
I tried everything to get rid of the agony, but in the end I only admitted to myself that I am simply ill, need help and rest. I stayed away from work yesterday, called my docs, asked for an emergency appointment. In between the results of my blood test flew in. the drugs are all there in my blood. But do they work?
"If by now you don't feel anything, than they have failed." the doc told me. I remembered last summer.
I had given myself 4 weeks until to decide. Three weeks are through, so what now? We wait, anyway, I'll have to talk with the other doc tomorrow. And I even asked Trisch (by the end of the day he is a doc too). I would say roughly 70% of the new symptoms are negative, 20% rather positive, 10% are hard to describe.
The good news: I met Rob again after a long while. I still don't believe that people change, and I am happy about it. Saturday, before catching the train back from Zurich, I killed some time window shopping and bought a computer game for CHF 10.-. It turned out to be an ego shooter: chocolate has failed, so have the emergency pills, but this gadget works as a marvellous painkiller. I start feeling better.
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