Guess what!

It has been eleven months now.

I still think about giving a party, now that the end is near. It is actually a beginning. I felt that beginning so many times, but only now it is meant to happen. I have been told to stop to be so thoughtful. Might be an idea. Just live! How ironic. I was fighting so hard to get my head and mind working properly, and now I am told that I should stop using both too excessively.