Here it goes again

Every time when I take a ride on a roller coaster, I ask myself why the heck I bought the ticket as soon as the wagon starts crawling up slowly the first wave. Today I feel a bit similar, but it has to be.

Yesterday I had the prescription in my mailbox and straightly went to the pharmacy "to ruin once more my health insurance" as I called it. I took the first pill this morning.
I have been advised not to read about the possible side effects. It can prevent the patients from feeling some of them. I wish my biggest sorrow was hypochondria.

Actually I prefer to know what is happening in my body while all this poison is flowing through it, but I give the advise a chance. As far as I remember, I have most of the side effects already anyway. That's actually almost all what I got out of the old medication! "Rocket fuel" my ass! It gave me energy, true. But in combination with the symptoms that it failed to make disappear, this can cause the worst. I felt something changing, but that its not enough. Or as a doc put it:
"You should feel great, and not kind of better!"