Right symptoms, wrong conclusion

Sometimes it is all about the symptoms. Just came back from the hospital. I am ill. An old disease has got me back. Medication and treatment will be my companions for quite a while.
I will not die - but I could have! And this frightens the shit out of me! The doctor appreciated my appropriate reaction.

Anyway, now this determined, walking on feels easier, clearer. But I ask myself the price I paid so far.

And now youtube refuses me the embedding, hence the link only!